Johnny’s Gun – Colin Shamley & Cornelia
This one is a bit difficult to find. It was not on Shamley’s original of his album ‘Born Guilty’ but was included as a bonus track on the limited CD release of the album by 3rd Ear Music. On this track, Shamley teamed up with Cornelia Möller who had seen hits such as ‘Picking Up Pebbles’ and ‘Another Love To Come’.
This track is a simple one with a gently plucked guitar over which Shamley and Cornelia harmonise beautifully to tell the story of Johnny. But the gentleness of the guitar and the beauty of the harmonies belie the darker message of the lyrics. It starts off innocently with young Johnny watching a movie with a shoot out between good guys and bad guys and Johnny pulls out his plastic gun to join in. But as the song progresses and Johnny grows up, he gets called up to the army and has to deal with real guns and real shooting. He survives the army, but suffers from PSTD, losing his wife and ends up ‘on a tower at rush hour’ where he begins to shoot his (presumably) real gun.
The struggle many had adapting back to civvie life after a stint in the armed forces is not a unexplored theme. We see it in many US films and TV shows where Vietnam, Gulf War and Afghanistan/Iraq vets cannot adjust after they return home. And with conscription in South Africa during the 70’s and 80’s we had a similar problem, although few spoke about it back then, and even now. Like Jennifer Ferguson’s ‘Letters For Dicky’ and David Kramer’s ‘On The Border’, this is another hard hitting song about the effects of PTSD on troopies returning from the border, and like those other 2 the serious lyrics are at odds with the gentle tune and perhaps that’s what makes the message even harder hitting.
Unfortunately I could not find anywhere to point you to to hear this little known gem. The best I can manage is the Youtube video of the cover by Four Jacks And A Jill. While Four Jacks And A Jill are a great band, I just don’t think this was a song for them. Their version is too poppy to have the impact that Shamley and Cornelia’s version has, but at least you can get the lyrics by listening to that other version. However, if you can lay your hands on Shamley’s version it is well worth it.
Where to find it:
Born Guilty And Other Stories – Colin Shamley
Four Jacks & A Jill version: